I have had a very hard time financially lately, my bills are about to get turned off all my credit cards are maxed out past due and now i will probably get real bad credit. i can varily pay my car payment and my rent, i just dont make enough for everything. my daughter arlene 13 and my son david 17 will be going back to school soon and i dont know how i will be able to buy them school clothes, then christmas is right around the corner and i dont see myself being able to give them a christmas at this time. last year i was depressed because i couldnt buy my children anything and i found out about a few organizations that could help to late. my 19 year old josh was shot about six months ago in a drive by shooting and has not been able to work since then. he cannot control his right ankle, when he walks he drags his foot, i finally got him a doctors appt for this friday but i cant go pick him up from his house because i do not even have a dime for gas this week. let alone the 10 co payment. my house has little to no food in it. my older son his girlfriend and his 2 children have came to stay with me about 3 weeks ago. do you know what its like to not have milk for your grandson. i live in a nice house because i have a real kind hearted friend that goes out of his way to help me out. he only charges me 2000.00 a month, but he pays about 3900.00 a month. i only pay 1000.00 a month because i have a roommate who pays 1000.00 also. but when you only make 600.00 to 700.00 every two weeks 1000.00 is a lot, because you still have bills gas food for 5 people diapers thank god my son gets wic. well thats a little about myself i have been really depressed lately do to everything stacking up at one time. i wish i had a job that i could make enough money to support my kids and not worry about doctors. food. i am a very hard worker and would work 70 hrs a week if i could. but i dont seem to be able to find a job that will allow me to do so. and of course just imaging how could i go looking for a job the way i look when i open my mouth. my teeth embarrass me more than anyone can imagine.
